hey yall

::Sigh:: good morning all. its 93o am and some how no matter what the reason is i find myself up earlier and earlier everyday. anyhow_ 2day is a shore day and its a shame its onlee my 2nd time this summer so far --im excited. me jenna *my love* jeff jim and kev are gunaa have some fun fun :) plus the sun better stay out cuz i need a tan. wOop

i woke up 2 cramps and my mother sayig "shannon do u have a bathin suit that will cover u up? and i said :for who?: and she said "YOU, ur gettin too thick to wear that bathing suit.. WHAT THE FUCK i hate her and her comments to me all the time and then u all wonder why im so self concious and why i think im fat. well there u go and she doesnt lie. the thing is. it hurts ~ but its okay for girls bigger than me to wear em? sure. i fucking hate this house. THEN he procedes to tell me im a slut and ill make out with anything with a tounge ! yup i love her. :( i wish i was rich id be in my own place so quick...asjdhadasdhasdd

thats all. hopefuly itll be a good day adn hopefully u all will have a good one too? *mwah